When I saw his letter, I’ve decided to come clean with him. Wanting to know how I really felt those yrs back. Though it doesn’t matter right now, but it’s just better clearing your chest off. Things that he never knew…. I never let him know how I felt in the past as I used to suppress my feelings acting strong on the outside.

LETTER TO HUANG GUIFU

PLEASE READ EVERY SINGLE WORD CAREFULLY. WORDS HAD BEEN REDUCED TO THE SIMPLEST FORM. IF YOU HAVE ANY DOUBTS PLEASE CHECK THE DICTIONARY. PLS DO NOT WASTE MY EFFORT WRITING THIS PIECE OF LETTER. THIS IS ALL I WANTED TO TELL YOU. MAKE SURE U READ THE LETTER WORD FOR WORD. READING IS A WHOLE LOT EASIER THAN WRITING IT.

Guifu,

During my time, I wasn’t really keen on meeting net frens, but if I hadn’t mistook you as my godbrother I wouldn’t had picked up the phone. I still remembered you as quite a pest as u got my hp no through my profile in ICQ. 4ever messaging me: HOW R U? I never replied your mesg, until there was once I mistakenly picked up my phone and it was you on the line. We went to watch Time Machine in town area with your Suzuki Swift at that time. The tickets are still with me lolx. It all jus started like that, sending me to school every morning with your “Zhou Ren Fa” hairstyle. It soon became a routine for us… Sending me to sch, back from sch.. Movies.. We saw each other almost everyday! Every Sat would be movies at Orchard cine.

I still remembered the last movie we watched was Underworld. I had by that time graduated from my Secondary school continuing my studies at Singapore poly. You had already upgraded your car to KIA. That night, u drove my bro, his gf and me home. You called me that night and told me it was a really enjoyable trip. I had never anticipated that was perhaps that last decent phone call we ever had. Subsequently, I called you out for an exhibition show at Expo and you turned me down saying you were busy with your studies. Calls and sms’es from you just stopped since days, weeks and to months. There’s once I tried to add you in my friendster, just to see that your status was In a Relationship. I knew I had lost you, though I was jealous, but I couldn’t blame it anyone as I had let it happened. Seeing that you had found someone was a sour feeling but I’ve decided to let it go.

Living without you was never easy, just like missing out an important person in my life. Someone so close that went out of my life in a flash. Nevertheless, I thought that time is always a healer. I will move on without you. Months after months, I missed your presence more than before. Whenever I went to orchard I thought of you. Whenever I walked pass TAKA there were thoughts of you & me walking through Watson the very last time. But I had never any intention at that time to be with you again due to our disparity. It wasn’t easy to let go jus like that. Years went on I thought of you occasionally. I just hoped to hear your voice once more that I called you on your birthday. You replied me bluntly that you would call me back and you never did. *Ouch!

Years went on, friends were with me and there were more dating trips for me. Life wasn’t that lonely for me again. You became the sweetest part of my memory. The images of you were getting blurry. I had never taken a photograph of you and I knew there will come a day that I would have a hard time remembering the look on your face. Thus I would go to friendster once in a blue moon to see your pic. Remembering that you still exist and is still doing fine was a great console for me. At times I thought that do you ever still have the slightest memory about me? How are you doing? Are you happy? I just hoped one day I’ll just happen to meet you in streets and ask you this. It’s just fated that during this period of 3-4 yrs that we would not even catch a glimpse of each other in such a small country. I always wanted to give you a last goodbye hug and tell you that I really liked you at that time. But it doesn’t matter at that time anyway.

Till the very recent years I had been very contented with my life. With my friends, my dates and I had moved on with my life. You served as a special part of my sweetest memory, that’s when I’ve decided to add you in friendster. Everything doesn’t matter and I would still hope that we could at least still be friends. Thus I made the decision to add you and you are just back into my life again. Tell me, is this another tragedy? I’ve moved on and now you are back.

You had really changed these few years. Haha, in the past I was submissive to you because u acted like a wooden block. Romance wasn’t part of your dictionary. You wouldn’t know how to pacify girls. I was the one making initiatives and you were just a wooden block. Haha, now roles had changed…… You had become so so so “ZHU DONG.” Buying me breakfast, rushing to from sch and offering to send me home even though it would be tiring for you. I wouldn’t even dream of that in the past. Now it’s your turn to say that I was not “ZHU DONG.” Lolx… I really wondered what lead to the great change in you. Haha, I’m glad that you had finally managed to brush through with those 400words that I had assigned to you.

Please, if one day if you were to leave for someone else, at least have the courage to say GOODBYE. It would be a whole lot easier for me.

Terms and Conditions for being Meiyin’s Boy Friend

Enjoy freedom going out with guy friends (dun bother to get jealous over them, if I was even interested I wouldn’t have chose you)
Time off when I needed it (for eg: studies, cooling off period)
Freedom I deserved (I hate being tied down to constrictions)
Stop nagging like an old man
Submissive to me haha
Love me, care for me, stand by me (implied terms) no need to elaborate
If you have to go one day, have the courage to say GOODBYE okay?


Regards,
Meiyin
7/14/2007 3:12:27 AM
1070words


Sunday, July 15, 2007

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Currently pursuing a Bachelor Degree in Business Management in SIM.

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